Hear Me

Intro

Talk

It's a sad world, when we believe something that isn't true all because we are mad and need certain things to fit our narrative, so that we can remain mad. All to protect our hearts from pain and suffering and we don't even know, that we are putting ourselves through more pain.

Verse One

I know what she's saying,

Saying that I am delaying

That I must be guilty cause I still go on and on,

But to say that you gotta know where I come from

Manipulation and narcissm is abuse worse than physical pain,

Because they can take you and twist your brain

They are smarter than we can give them credit for,

They can create the pain, the fights and so much more

And they can turn it around and put it all on someone else,

Cause they have seen their worst parts of hell

They know how to play and Amanda knew how to play me,

Yeah I ain't hiding names no more it's time for the world to see

I am sure that as she was pissing me off about you and Thor,

She was in your guys DM's apologizing for me and saying she wasn't sure

Why I was acting like that but she is the one who had me terrified,

Just like she had Thor of me and I know that that is bonefied

She was the one who checked everything out,

And then came to me to scream and to shout

And when I thought it was nothing to be mad at,

She would put things in my head and had me scared of that

Made me think that if Thor ever met you,

He would do terrible things and I know you don't believe that she would do

Something like that because she knows how to play,

turn people around on each other day by day

She's not happy unless she can spread the drama far and wide,

To be the victim and the friend in which you can confide

Chorus

Narcissm is abuse,

You tell me to fess up and I did but tell me what's the use?

You call me the narcissist so you clearly don't know the definition,

She's always turning blame around and I take recognition

I know I hurt you and I am truly sorry for that,

But you need to stand back a minute and listen to all the facts

Before you go around being pissed yeah listen to my plea,

You heard her so I beg of you, hear me

Verse Two

If it was physical abuse she gave me and told me to go hit you or I'd get it again,

And then I did it to protect myself, would you be mad at me then?

Because physical abuse is easier to prove,

So really all in all you've got nothing to lose

But it is just like that possibly even worse,

Being in that type of abuse is just like being cursed

Cause you don't know you're in it until it's too late,

And by the time I figured it out I was in quite a state

I needed meds to keep me on track,

And one night when my mom reached to pat my back

I tore away from her terrified of touch itself,

So the last few months mom remembered me had to be hell

And do you think Amanda cares? She don't. She just says I deserve my mom to be like that,

And you don't think that's sick? I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy and that's a fact

She had my brain so twisted I didn't know who and what I was fighting for anymore,

I wasn't even sure who I was or what I existed for

She had me to the point where I felt so alone,

Like my heart could no longer find a home

And you can't know it until you've experienced it yourself,

But let me tell you it's like a little piece of hell

Chorus

Narcissm is abuse,

You tell me to fess up and I did but tell me what's the use?

You call me the narcissist so you clearly don't know the definition,

She's always turning blame around and I take recognition

I know I hurt you and I am truly sorry for that,

But you need to stand back a minute and listen to all the facts

Before you go around being pissed yeah listen to my plea,

You heard her so I beg of you, hear me

Bridge

Wanna know how I know of all the lies she spoke of you?,

I made her think she was telling on Thor and all he do.

She told me that he was the one who was stalking me,

And told me that he was the one that had been being a bully

And don't you know that everyone lies except for her,

She's the only innocent one the rest of us are monsters

Bridge Two

And why have I never gotten over this?,

Cause abuse and grief take time and even though it's you I miss

If you wanna be toxic and believe her every lie,

Then this is the part where I say goodbye

Chorus

Narcissm is abuse,

You tell me to fess up and I did but tell me what's the use?

You call me the narcissist so you clearly don't know the definition,

She's always turning blame around and I take recognition

I know I hurt you and I am truly sorry for that,

But you need to stand back a minute and listen to all the facts

Before you go around being pissed yeah listen to my plea,

You heard her so I beg of you, hear me

Outro

Talk

Stop the hate and the lies,

Cause I hate having to say goodbye